I did this LO for a challenge I did .. I know that sometimes my work can get deep, and some folks dont understand why you post such things, and some folks understand, and those that have been through it, I think it helps them get some courage to know it is OKAY to talk about it .. there are days that at 31 I am still struggling, there are days that I look at my own children and realize I have overcame more than I thought I ever could or would .. I dont know .. but there are days that moving on is just too much for me to do all at once, so I am taking it bit by bit....being both molested and physically abused for 8 years of my life and running into the Air Force to get away .. was .. just soo much, so I never really received the proper help, so I majored in Psychology thinking I could help myself, and when that did not work, TO ME, I got my Master's in something totally different ... I dont know .. I just think that I am going about it all the wrong way ... I want so much to forgive in my heart and I want so much to understand WHY , WHAT , HOW could you have done this to me, or how could people do this to children .. teenagers .. adults in general .. I dont know .. we are not ALL SAFE .. we all have so far to go .. and we all have our OWN demons, but what if our demons were something that we did not create...what if our demons are something that were given to us .. and we are the ones stuck holding on .. then PLEASE tell me .. how do I deal .. HELP!
Here is the LO .. LOTS AND LOTS of typo's but I dont care ..