- let's not think my 9 year passion has gone to the way side
- i am still playing in the dark with my lightroom and photoshop and i love them both but do not forget about picnik that is another good one for quickee stuff.
-just slowed a bit on stuff after hubs deployed..but i am back
- i am still learning my camera more & more and perfecting the beast
- i am not just a MWAC .. i will be a professional
- i am not hoping on the next big thing
- i am still learning textures and layers and presets and actions
-i am making sure that my clients will be satisfied, you cannot rely on friends and family forever
- i am still building my business .. i just have not talked about it i made some adjustments and changes after talking to my good friend Kim Brimhall. that I am x-cited about it. I can now incorporate my initials which is what I originally wanted ..
- i am still making baskets for my etsy ..
- i am still doing me .. so funny folks do not know you so they only know the piece of you and assume .. OH NOW YOU wanna do this and that, no trick i have always wanted to do this and that .. geesh, you think just because i do not talk about it i cannot be about it .. as well.
-- what passions are YOU working on ...
.. i scrapped last night a first layout in 2 weeks .. and it felt so GOOD i so called started but would always stop, this is the first layout I actually finished, .. here it is with a photo i took of my friends 3 month old baby at a carnival here in "town"
well have a great day guys .. I hope your week is going great and thanks for all the booblovin yall have given me .. hugs and peace!
I have no idea where to even start .. so I will just talk about the after .. because that is all I remember and apparently I was a "fighter" literally ..
So I am sore as shit right now, in pain and just feel like I need to pull out my breast pump and get this milk out right? WELL WRONG .. it is just swelling and blood and me hopes all heals good. Nope I have not seen them "full frontal" just by looking down .. my homegirl Angie that went with me to the hospital was all like "eeking" all over the place because she said I looked like a TOTALLY different person and they were small as heck. The plastic surgeon was like dude seriously you came out karate choppin and swinging and it took 6 people to hold me down. I was cracking up laughing. I also supposedly cussed out a nurse because she told me maybe next time I should wait until my husband gets back before I do something like this .. and told her to mind her damn business and drop a couple of fbombs to her .. umm oops!
My friend said that they are so so perfect .. but I feel like I am carrying around a box of bricks. I feel like at any moment I am going to have milk seeping through my shirt .. but it is red instead .. eeewwww yah yah whatever ..
All I know is that Ima be able to go into Victoria Secret and get matching bras and panties .. no more wide strap, playtex, super minimizers and XL tops just for my boobs alone. I am HAPPY with my choice. So funny everyone is all like WHY, I WISH I HAD THEM .. but when you have bleeding nipples, having to wear your regular bra and a sports bra OR TWO just to workout in .. and running .. yah right that is a NIGHTMARE alone .. nah .. I am going to join the ranks of the women that are normal size boobiliciousness and care free..just think .. after I returned from my summer trip I dropped another 20lbs .. and I am so so happy with myself right now .. I have YET to show hubby and new pics and will not until he see's me finally in December ..
I feel I made the right choice for SASHA .. my son Elijah was laying next to me after I came home from the hospital and any little move I did and frowned he would rub my shoulder and arm. He was so happy to see me .. hee hee .. he kept asking me questions. He wanted to see the blood tube that is hanging out of my boob LOL. He loves watching like ER and operating things on TV .. he already said he wants to be a doctor and help people ..so I guess he really means it .. he was trying to help me put on my jacket He told my oldest he was in "charge" of taking care of mama for daddy LOLOL. TOO CUTE aye?
Anyway .. I am doing alright, I came out vomiting for HOURS the day of surgery and now I can barely eat .. on antibiotics and tylenol 3 .. I have to go back tomorrow to see if they will take these drain tubes out, I have to have less than 30cc each before they do. Like I said all in all I am good, some women are out the next day driving, some are not .. I am not doing anything stupid to mess this up .. all my friends have really kicked in an helped me out too .. thanks for also calling the hospital and texting me .. means tons. Some of yall are so silly have me cracking up and mind you it hurts to laugh .. . so I waited till today to read your facebook comments .. which made me giggle a bit LOL.
and oh yah .. THANK YOU AIR FORCE for paying for it and allowing a CIVILIAN plastic surgeon do the job. *wink* .. next stop Lasik ... lol.
... 5 yrs in the making for this little guy right here to make his way to the doors of a REAL school as he would call it. I am so proud of his little self .. he survived the summer ..hospitalizations, which I almost lost my son (thanks for your prayers) .. dry skin .. bloody noses and that the other garbage that little ones go through ...
and he made it to his first day of Kindergarten ..
...10 yrs before him was this cute little boy I named Desman .. and well he is going into the 5th grade this year .. should be the 6th .. but due to him being a November baby .. well he is the kid that had to stay in day care/pre school a whole extra year cuz mama and daddy decided to "get it on hot and heavy"... a few months off schedule .. but it is all good .. cuz he is going in on a 8th grade reading level .. "patting myself on the back" .. well .. he has the "sweaty palm" disorder .. and feet too "whew" . .. .. but I love him no less ..
and he made it to his first day of Fifth Grade .. w/out me having to choke his ass out ..
..back to 2030hrs bedtime ..back to choices of a hot lunch or a sack lunch
..back to 50,000 birthday party invites
..back to field trips, supplies for the entire class, snacks, conferences, homework checking, projects, fund raisers, volunteering, nurse phone calls
.. just back to what is normal 10 months out the year
.. but wait .. let's not forget the 35 days that they are OUT of school for all the days I have never heard of growing up.
I love these lil jokers ..
...and my Nikon well she is going to be a bit pissy with me effective immediately cuz well .. I tend to take pics even as they take the goods out of the backpacks .. I am a bit ridiculous .. I was that girl that use to be like wth is she crying for its just school geesh, well I still do not cry LOL .. but I do get crazy with the camera ..
Have a great week out there .. I will have one more post up tomorrow and after that .. well they are all going to be on auto-pilot anyway .. LOL. I am still prepping for my surgery that is TUESDAY (the big booby day). I have your phone numbers for those in my celly .. and when I am able to I will text you all at once to let you know I am OKAY.
Hey send this girl some congrats Deana Boston was feature my bad PUBLISHED in a magazine in umm FRANCE .. you go girl ..
and oh yah .. you see over there .. YES the BADGE is ready for pointblank period .. but well the site and ning is almost done .. PROMISE this weekend it is going to be ready .. and then you guys can get in there and register and start chatting and then in 2 WEEKS .. we go LIVE.
I am so flippin excited you guys about this .. I think you guys are going to like the direction we are taking .. so if you like to do what you want to do .. and well not give a flying flip of an ass about what people think .. as long as you get your thoughts out and colors down .. then .. yah .. POINT BLANK .. this is the challenge for you .. PERIOD!
I been working on my October Afternoon layouts for my Guest Spot in October .. . you guys already know I LOVE THEM and the papers of the new line in person are DIVINE .. and I of course am mixing them I cannot do a layout and not mix LOL.