that's all I could remember saying all the time when and if I did tell someone.
that's all I could ever ask for when all those things were happening to me
that's all I could say to myself in my head as I spoke out loud during and after
then it would stop.
I remember so much ..
the smell of his breath
the scent of his cologne
the words he would whisper in my ears
I knew no one would help me due to my own home situation and physical abuse. I mean why would they care. They saw my own father abuse and mistreat me so they knew my body was fair game to whatever they wanted to do to me. I just want people to know that as I write and write that ..