Soldier Girl's Thoughts

Expose Yourself 2 {Day 2/14}

pain free and sympathetic

has no fear and blood splatters

full of laughter and hugs

full of education and family time

full of memories

most importantly our home is and my kids feel

Expose Yourself {Day 1/14}

yeah I have a style ..

I mean at least I think I have a style ..

I am creative, spunky, fashionable and love vintage but what does that make me ..

yeah I have a style ..

currently though the only thing I keep doing is PINNING my style ..

and not being reactive to my style ..

but yeah .. I have a style its currently being PINNED ..

Expose Yourself {Day 12/14}

When I grow up .. 

I want to continue to inspire other no matter my adversities

I want to leave behind a legacy of fearlessness and change

I want others to respect me more than judge me

I want to no matter what always be able to bounce back

I want to be just like my great friend 

and someone that has done all of the above .. 

Kimberly Scott .. 

Her photography can be found HERE.

This chick mentored me and got in my shit when it came to my work and getting myself out there. So much I have learned from her and still learning. I appreciate all that you have done for me on this journey over the years.

I took this photo of Kimberly in London when she came to England to shoot a wedding. Kim is a San Antonio based photographer and doing the damn thang.

Expose Yourself {Day 9/12}

 

This is a girl that I see in my dreams. I always see this chick on the streets, at the clubs and or in a shelter using drugs, smoking, dranking and just being a slut to survive. It is the dark side of me. A girl that had no way out and chose to live her life the grimey way.

I am the opposite of that. I got out, got educated, am creative, inspire others and do not smoke and or do drugs. I freed myself of that chain.

Y'know .. 

This could have went so many ways for me. I had so many bomb ass ideas in my head that I could have chosen but instead I kept going back to letting go. I wanted to poke fun and go happy happy and I even was going to be a STRIPPER and or PORN STAR. Yes.

I think Headucator was going to be my name. Cuz well you know we all invest in knee pads honey. I am glad I went this route .. your turn.

Expose Yourself {Day 8/12}

 

day 8: Not so black and white

dang right I struggle with eating fatty foods on the go when I know damn well I just killed myself in the gym on two adays and or eating a balanced meal the rest of the week. just not so yes or no.

dang right I struggle with friends and how to keep them or lose them. no matter how much I say I don't care deep down I do worry about others to much. I need to erase that "gray" area out.

dang right I get sad but I am still happy. I have yet to embrace the "I am always happy no matter what" lifestyle. Although I am trying too. dang it ..